Reaction towards praises......

I always had this problem...How the fuck am I to respond when people tend to praise you...I cannot laugh out loud denoting a boost in my ego...And I cant act blur, which will pull down my repo...I cant keep quite, otherwise people call me unappreciative...

Here are several cases I encountered before...

Case 1

Lecturer : That was such a good write up...

Me : Thank you madam.........................

Lecturer : You know you should think about journalism, or do some articles. I bet you, you will be succesful

Me : (Already darkened face is darkening further due to blush effects...Continue my numb posture...)

Lecturer : I can see it in you... Ur a bright student..

Me : (Still Numb)...

Phone Rings...

Lecturer : Oh I better get that...

Me : (Escape), and I better get going maam'. Thanks again...



Case 2

I was being the loudest, making all kind of funny jokes....Suddenly "Uncle" said "You know, your a bright guy...I know you will be very succesful one day.."...Friends giggled and I kept quiet for the rest of the day...

Case 3

This one just happened yesterday...Sort of a reason why I wrote about this..

Me : ......................................
Aunty : .....................................
Me : .....................................
Aunty : (Walk towards me). You know your very handsome....
Me : (What the heck, why cant some lenglui tell me that, quick control macho in 0.02 seconds)..Ahhh..Ehhehe...Thanks...
Aunty : A bit fat, but yes very handsome.....
Me : (Am I supposed to be happy about this, continue my numb position, 3.2.1, blast off and run away...Gotta diet, but not before my KFC)

See, these are some of the problems that well may not seem to be that big, but nevertheless hen i decided to give a thought about it, i realised that there are many things in the world I am not able to handle...But knowing me, I am suprised as I am quite able to handle many way serious things but silly things pulak I kantoi max... Honestly how do u respond when people suddenly start praising you... I told my ex about this as well last time....ANd she told me that I have a good smile, so I can just charm them by arching my lips upwards....Now...thats what I have been doin, but sometimes I just wish that I could say something appreciative to let the people know that their words are indeed very meaningful to me...Maybe a smile is enough, but what if they get the wrong idea????ThatI'm a snobbish bastard...

Plus its just so natural for to runaway from people that praises me...It's like I'm allergic or being attacked by some kind of phobia...I become all too nervous and fidgety...Maybe cuz I am just too afraid to disappoint them, maybe cus I know I'll disappoint them....Cus as it is I am not any successful....But handsome though...>Wahahahahah

Where Fantasy and Reality Cross Paths.......Praise me, and see me jet........