I hate it.........

I hate it to wake up from a nightmare.
I hate it when my past came haunting me...
I hate it when my life seem so dull after a dream...

When will it ever end is a mystery of universe...Guess it is harder to let go than i thought. Even if i want to I still dont want to as well. Even if i dont want to, I want to as well..Damn I am so fuckin' messed up.

Here I am lonely, and things just keeps on getting better....So much of freedom, but so many limitations...Standing in between is really killing me...slowly but surely...

SOmetimes I wish I will never wake up, as I know reality sucks big time...But dreamworld doesn't seem to be any better as well.... Sigh...

Can you hear it.....echoes of realmz...