Hurt For No Reason, Hate For The Lots of The Rest

It seems very hard to carry on. I mean we hear about people talking about life everywhere...With colleagues at workplace. The issue sure to pop out fiddling with how to safe money, how to educate their kids. Stop by a church and the sermon is all about life. Every single phrase in Bible can be linked without much effort at all...Chill down with buddies at a mamak, and even them will ponder upon it. All have their own perspectives of looking at things. Some may be similar while others may differ in a vast margin. Every person on the face of the earth, regardless of their age tend to look into it. Even kids and people who are bed ridden awaiting their last breath.

Whats my take??? Well I am particularly interested in how to live with other organisms, especially mankind. I mean I remember my parents thought me as much to be nice and all, you know the usual disciplinary, righteous bla bla bla stuffs...And I thought people alike are all thought to do the same. Well I am pretty sure they did, but whoever holds on to it these days. I often myself wandering around in my own imagination. Especially where I work...I get to see every bit of ugliness mankind got to offer...I have seen suicide, murder not really...But I dare say that I am exposed to quite the other side of the nature of us humans...Pondering along and it will always hit me back hard linking back the whole thing back to me. Again I wonder...why people are so different then one another when we are all were thought the same thing. I am pretty sure even Osama's parents thought him the meaning of righteousness..

Finally I realised life isn't about a WIN WIN situation. It is deffinitely a LOSE LOSE situation. Whatever you do there always consequences and music to dance for, regardless of how good or bad we have been.

If we tend to be too nice...We are practically inviting our own doom. Cus no matter how nice we are, people surrounding us aren't. They have different perspective. You are nice, which means you are vulnerable thus an easy prey to be taken advantage of. Others don't think how nice you have been or what are the things you have done to others. They just like to choose the path of selfishness... What doesn't benefit them they throw away. What benefits them they will pry on how to extract more juice out of it. Being NICE is actually about being NAIVE....Yes we are nce so we trust people. Thats NAIVE mate. Stone Cold used to say DTA (Dont trust anybody). Myself personally never really opt to that. I thought unless I show my trust towards others, there is no way I can build my trustworthiness...Boy was I NAIVE...I got conned, cheated and backstabbed more times then the last biggest number I could recall. There is always a "WHY" in all this...But that lays open with the one that just got hit. While thi hitter, thy walk away reasoning and satisfying themselves in their own way...

So fine, looks like being nice aint gonna work well... So what about being BAD...I mean instead of people hurting you, why don't you go and hurt people....Honestly I tried a several times, but none of the times I was really bad, meaning to say I couldn't walk away without feeling guilty about what I have done. But since I did it anyway, I become the hated one...And I wonder again how the hell others could walk away without any glitch of emotions. Is there a way to lock up the emotions... I wanna try that if there really is such method..But the bottomline is that hurt others and they will deffinitely hate you for sure.

So wait...let's analyze this again...Being Nice..we get hurt, being bad we are hated.. So again which part of this looks like a win win situation??? Its damn right pretty obvious that either way, personally we are at lost... So why are we fighting hard, why are we squeezing the left over of our brains thinking about life so much...

Ladies and gentleman I give to you....The LOSE and LOSE duo....hurt and being hated for no apparent cause....

Now can you hear the echoes of my realmz.....