Feeling old..
Nectar of a working man can never be that great. Especially when it comes with a black suit. I remember being young and naive and enjoy the world like nobody's business but apparently that seem to be way too far fetch now. I know and I admit that age is catching up. It fears me of the ineveitable. Growing old of course. Not because I am going to die soon or afraid to face the comittments...but merely because I am running out of time to enjoy.
I wonder how it would look like a 40 year old man dancing among bunch of young adults at a club... Plus will I be able to just sit around and chit chat with my friends laughing out loud, like there's no tomorrow forgetting my wife and childrens and other comittments... Honestly it freaks me out.
I remember when I joined in at my current place. I thought I would be the more naive one and the others would be more wilder than me. But apparently I was wrong. It turn out to be that I am the wildest among the bunch. I asked them to go clubbing and all of them like "no, I don't drink", "sorry, hate the loud music" and others "dont wantlahhh.." For goodness sake, you people are young ain't you. So why aren't you enjoying yourselves... I mean why the heck are you all acting as if you are so old. I have friends who are older than you people, and they are acting as if they are your age. What has the world gotten into?? Beats me big time.
The worst part is that I portrayed the bad guy, and the rest of them are being angels. My ass..who knows what the heck you guys have done before. And now you are all so holy... And I don't get it why...Teens at 15 are having sex these days and it ain't a big deal for them but look at you people - making me feel old...If there is any fun in going alone, I would...And if there is any promise that I would make plenty of friends there, I'd camp there...Find birds of feather and we'll flock together...But because you people didn't want to entertain me, I am always curled up in loneliness and again not running away from feeling old. Cus its always better to be among friends....But you guys make me feel old....
Sigh....I am feeling old yet I am so young...
Can you hear it...echoes of the realmz....
I wonder how it would look like a 40 year old man dancing among bunch of young adults at a club... Plus will I be able to just sit around and chit chat with my friends laughing out loud, like there's no tomorrow forgetting my wife and childrens and other comittments... Honestly it freaks me out.
I remember when I joined in at my current place. I thought I would be the more naive one and the others would be more wilder than me. But apparently I was wrong. It turn out to be that I am the wildest among the bunch. I asked them to go clubbing and all of them like "no, I don't drink", "sorry, hate the loud music" and others "dont wantlahhh.." For goodness sake, you people are young ain't you. So why aren't you enjoying yourselves... I mean why the heck are you all acting as if you are so old. I have friends who are older than you people, and they are acting as if they are your age. What has the world gotten into?? Beats me big time.
The worst part is that I portrayed the bad guy, and the rest of them are being angels. My ass..who knows what the heck you guys have done before. And now you are all so holy... And I don't get it why...Teens at 15 are having sex these days and it ain't a big deal for them but look at you people - making me feel old...If there is any fun in going alone, I would...And if there is any promise that I would make plenty of friends there, I'd camp there...Find birds of feather and we'll flock together...But because you people didn't want to entertain me, I am always curled up in loneliness and again not running away from feeling old. Cus its always better to be among friends....But you guys make me feel old....
Sigh....I am feeling old yet I am so young...
Can you hear it...echoes of the realmz....
posted by devilwitattitude at 4:30 PM
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