I saw her...

I saw her


It was her alright,
I am not mistaken
It is deffinitely her
Our eyes met,
We both instantly recognised each other,
But we both looked away,
But I realise she had more intense watch over me
Those eyes,
It reminds me of someone dear to me,
Those expression...its all the same,
To think that we could have been family one day,
And now we don't even bother ,
I aint blamin' you love, cus it aint your fault,
Even she ditched me big time,
So I can expect nothing much from you,
Especially when your entire family hates me.
But silently I hoped you would have at least said HI to me,
You didn't,
You acted like everyone else...
I cared for you as much....
I didnt change but all of you did...
And I am not appreciated for what I've given.
Again I aint blamin you gurl..
It aint your fault, it just runs in the family..

Past couple of weeks have been bad for me,
My nightmares became intense and it lasted for days,
Snuffing the life out of me...
I lived through day and night, and I survived somehow,
Just when the wounds are starting to heal,
Just when I am getting back on my track to move on,
I saw you....
And my wound was cut open again...
Memories pierced through the shadows of my eyes,
I tried to put it a side...
But this fogged mind became even more foggy...
Tell me love, how do you want me to move on,
When I keep coming back to where I began....
How am I to get over it,
When its all over me......